Struggling with bad choices and decisions

My name is Robert, I am struggling to become a Nazarine. I have made a series of severely bad choices and decisions in the course of my life that have led to addictions, destitution and my wife and child are suffering because of it. I know that Abba Father Yah’s set-apart Spirit cannot dwell in an unclean house. So my prayer request is simple, I need Yah’s help in tearing down strongholds, overcoming self, laziness and the pulls of addictions. I also need wisdom as I am not sure if addiction is actually demonic influence, if so the binding of a possible generational curse or evil spirit is needed. I am powerless and desire to serve my Father in shamayim.